Photo by Accident (I feel so bad)

Hey... this is short story I made... (reckless song)

yupp.. it's just short story.

It was accident. I said to my brother that I have a crush. I didn’t know why my mouth speak up suddenly. Out of my expectation……. he want to see him.

“Please sent me his photo and his name”.

And I said, “No, what do you wanna do?”.

“I just want to know and prayed for him”

“Sorry?, No, please.. I’m embraced”.

“why?”

“Because it’s just… like. Not anything special. And we just friends. He didn’t have interested with me”

“But, it’s his spontaneity”

“I don’t want, please. I shy.”

“I just want to pray, if he is you partner then Allah will bring you closer, and if not, Allah will keep you away”

I was panic and my mind was not clear. I know. But, it was too sudden. I had bad thinking to what my brother said.

I was so sorry. I decided to screenshoot his photos. I think because he post on Instagram and it’s a public. So I can take it. But when I did it. I was very sorry to him. And I said to my brother, “Please don’t do anything with the photos. I’m not sure about him. Please”.

My brother said that the man who standing up beside him is his teacher little brother. I was not surprised, because he studied at the same school. The most of popular Islamic School in East Java.

I was feeling sorry. I though that I have to apologize to him because I took his photos. But, I’m still considering it. Because I was so embrace. I don’t have something bad to him. And it’s just spontaneous. I said that my mind was not clear at that time. I feel so sorry. I have no bad intention about it. I’m sure. I promise.

Should I say to him?... Arghhh…

I’m afraid that he will be mad at me. Even worse he hates me. Oh, I don’t want it happen. But I’m still thinking about that. I’m feeling guilty.

You know, if I say to him about it, he will know that I like him. He will know that he is my crush. It’s an accident. I know that he didn’t have interested with me. So I think I have to sincere. Because “Good according to human opinion is not same as Good according to Allah”